I don't know what happened, but sometime in the last month something clicked in my brain. I literally just ran out of weed one day and thought: There's more to life than sitting around and smoking weed. It's not the greatest thing ever. I could go outside and do things that are more fun.

I guess it's just been, that I've done it so much that I know exactly what to expect now. It's been a long time since any kind of weed blew me away. I know it's not my tolerance either, because even with a month break I feel the same way. In fact, if I'm not in the mood I plain dislike it.

Not that I'm quitting, but drugs in general are best reserved for situations of extreme boredom or parties. I guess that's what I realized. Now that I'm happy and under control I don't need to rely on drugs to make myself feel better all the time.

today I learned saying niqqa is against the rules even though they're qs

CZ-75 BD

Going to fire for the first time in about 2 hours

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Here's a picture of the target. The holes circled in red were made with my brother's revolver (wasn't too good with it) the rest were the 75, distance was 10 and then 15 yards

I don't think anything needs to be said here.

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I was up late trying to make a vaporizer, and thinking, and decided that I wanted to cross dress again. I want to do it better this time though. TBH, I didn't do this sooner because I didn't think I'd be passable or look good, and just unsure about the idea in general, but I'm convincing myself otherwise.

I tried to shave, but I have a lot more body hair now... razor only made it through one arm and two armpits. I guess I need to get a large pack of woman's razors and some lotion. Then I'll do eyebrows and haircut, then post pics. I dunno what kind if haircut yet, want something androgynous so it won't look weird when I'm not dressed up.

find some more music

I've been here long enough

If you wanna talk to me add me on Skype. I'll also keep dropping by the chat every once in a while and posting in the Stoner's Club if I have anything relevant to talk about 

My brother will be recieving a Ruger GP100, same barrel length etc. as this one

I think I'm getting a CZ-75 BD, will be my first handgun

Going to get my brother a box of ammo and a secret gift that I won't reveal in case he reads this

I have no idea what my dad wants

I'll buy my mom a scented candle, bath stuff, or something for her little dogs. Maybe all three!

I'm just rambling because it's 3 AM and I'm going shopping tomorrow morning.