Taking out of the picture the things I want now, my dad says that he's not going to be able to help me with college next year without taking out loans which he's not really willing to do. I have government assistance but it only covers tuition which is less than half of my expenditures at school. Housing and textbooks alone is more than my tuition.

I'm not trying to gather a pity party or anything I'm just letting my thoughts onto Newgrounds lol. I need a fucking job so I can stop being a deadbeat.